ok here i go the dr pulled my divers lisance ,i wasnt surprised -i wasnt in control and i knew  i wasnt i doing to well ,i had to call in work mon .and was off tue and wen called in and thursday had a dr appt and had another sz .george called sherry to come up and help him  with me get me dressed -it must have been  a doozy i can  remember just spots of it -i know i have a appt .with the epilepsy medical unit  its a 3-5 day stay in oct .i am scared i dont know what kind of test of they will run i know i will be monitured and not allowed to shower,i wish my husband could stay with me i need  him so much ,anyway this dr has  totally put me off work i tried to explain to him  how i meant the waves were  hitting me  over and over but he dont understand ,i feel so odd -whats up i am out of work  until  he decides also and  this too  how  can i live -i know really i couldnt  keep on  work i wasnt in  control  but  this e  meds is expensivive i am the only one  with insuranse