shawna

o no how do i began ,   things are so messed up. i have not had a grand mal szs. since oct.of 07 , just off days and  some really mad moods -but i was improving and so much more confident , my...

i want to try to keep this posted for awhile for me i guess as my world changes again ,lord how i hate this e ,went to the neurologist ,arugument issued over $15.00 i didnt want to pay for a loa...

here a new year has come and i am taking each day  one  by one ,wonder  how many others feel so alone ,mom  passed away on the 8th of  jan .of this year ,she hadnt been the  best mother,she had...

yellow friend ,  i still need you --smile  ,,how odd it is for me to still to need to write my feelings  like  a child  ,not to admit that  others  may  read it  yet it helps to get it out...

still wish you had a teary and a sad  guy  on here ,,,i feel it so much !!! yet  the e is stii under  wraps  isnt that amazing ,i am in  awe  and each day i love  the ...

dear yellow  guy and friendds ,i am sorry i have not wrote in so long ,besides  the normal  mess with kids  i will try to write about  later ,i am doing so good for a change !!!!!!!!!!a few ...

so very late and not very happy ,wish i knew how to straighten it out ,i never know what is right or wrong i feel so lonely and  never  seem to feel there is a soul  to talk to ,i try to talk to...

so much time has went by ,maybe i made a mistake pulling away and not writing  my feelings but  too it got  like  whats the use , ,sometimes my world gets  so dark that i see no end ,the pain is...

dear yellow  guy and friendds ,i am sorry i have not wrote in so long ,besides  the normal  mess with kids  i will try to write about  later ,i am doing so good for a change !!!!!!!!!!a few ...

so very late and not very happy ,wish i knew how to straighten it out ,i never know what is right or wrong i feel so lonely and  never  seem to feel there is a soul  to talk to ,i try to talk to...

so much time has went by ,maybe i made a mistake pulling away and not writing  my feelings but  too it got  like  whats the use , ,sometimes my world gets  so dark that i see no end ,the pain is...

its been awhile again yellow guy,   lol , believe it or not i am  fine besides i can not sleep a lot of times , this truly torments me , .    my oldest son has moved back home there is a lot of...

i say frustrating as this is so stup[d . i know i have this problem .i know i can not hide from it .it will catch me .and herre i am  i over did it today ,my husband had to work and here comes the...

o no how do i began ,   things are so messed up. i have not had a grand mal szs. since oct.of 07 , just off days and  some really mad moods -but i was improving and so much more confident , my...

i want to try to keep this posted for awhile for me i guess as my world changes again ,lord how i hate this e ,went to the neurologist ,arugument issued over $15.00 i didnt want to pay for a loa...