shawna

i put a smiley on how my mood on the year 20 20 yellow man , tho this has been a messed  up year , it also has brought some good . my husband and i still have each other. our kids are well . malinas...

I was reading back on some of my journals when I started ,   how many times  this this site has saved my sainty and even today I feel better  knowing I can always come here ,  my past post ...

here I sat a little after 1 in the morning again -  having a lot of trouble sleeping again-I will get so sleepy and go to bed and  in a hour I will wake up and pray that its morning time .only to...

dear yellow man , again I am awake I sleep a hour and am up -I am so darn tired of this on and on. I so want to go off the the e meds.  I know I could sleep again .    just not to feel so tired...

o is that santa I am hearing- no its the darn smoke alarm beeping from before 4 this morn. waking me up needing a new battery, I cant reach it and its on my side of the bed and hubbies a seep! I give...

so much going on at work yesterday , I just want it to go away , its been bad for days with the cristmas rush, but so much crap went on I do not  even want to discuss it , plus a close friend her...

how is that my yellow man,  I am again without sleep,  at times I can feel myself like slipping ,and how mad I get ,this occurs with the times I cant sleep.   then my husband and I had a few...

had a complex partial at work tonight  right after supper,forgot to give the lady supper ,lost it she said it was as if i was in my own world when i caame and got buggy dont rember ,yellow man ...

its been awhile again yellow guy,   lol , believe it or not i am  fine besides i can not sleep a lot of times , this truly torments me , .    my oldest son has moved back home there is a lot of...

i say frustrating as this is so stup[d . i know i have this problem .i know i can not hide from it .it will catch me .and herre i am  i over did it today ,my husband had to work and here comes the...

o no how do i began ,   things are so messed up. i have not had a grand mal szs. since oct.of 07 , just off days and  some really mad moods -but i was improving and so much more confident , my...

i want to try to keep this posted for awhile for me i guess as my world changes again ,lord how i hate this e ,went to the neurologist ,arugument issued over $15.00 i didnt want to pay for a loa...

here a new year has come and i am taking each day  one  by one ,wonder  how many others feel so alone ,mom  passed away on the 8th of  jan .of this year ,she hadnt been the  best mother,she had...

its been awhile again yellow guy,   lol , believe it or not i am  fine besides i can not sleep a lot of times , this truly torments me , .    my oldest son has moved back home there is a lot of...

i say frustrating as this is so stup[d . i know i have this problem .i know i can not hide from it .it will catch me .and herre i am  i over did it today ,my husband had to work and here comes the...