shawna

here a new year has come and i am taking each day  one  by one ,wonder  how many others feel so alone ,mom  passed away on the 8th of  jan .of this year ,she hadnt been the  best mother,she had...

yellow friend ,  i still need you --smile  ,,how odd it is for me to still to need to write my feelings  like  a child  ,not to admit that  others  may  read it  yet it helps to get it out...

still wish you had a teary and a sad  guy  on here ,,,i feel it so much !!! yet  the e is stii under  wraps  isnt that amazing ,i am in  awe  and each day i love  the ...

dear yellow  guy and friendds ,i am sorry i have not wrote in so long ,besides  the normal  mess with kids  i will try to write about  later ,i am doing so good for a change !!!!!!!!!!a few ...

so very late and not very happy ,wish i knew how to straighten it out ,i never know what is right or wrong i feel so lonely and  never  seem to feel there is a soul  to talk to ,i try to talk to...

so much time has went by ,maybe i made a mistake pulling away and not writing  my feelings but  too it got  like  whats the use , ,sometimes my world gets  so dark that i see no end ,the pain is...

one  of my main reasons  writing  was to note  visit to cardiolgist went so well!!!!! i had  been so  worried as i had felt some pressure like at times .i have a bad valve that will need ...

here it is monday and i called in today  (work)i had to be at the cardiologist at 7:45 this morn .and working last night i didnt get into bed until  1.there was no way on  5 hours sleep with  the...

here it is  8 in the morn ----ugggg ,furball -my cat  decided it was time to get up and she is one tough lynx ,she do doent like my husband  so i put my arms  over my husband ,thinking maybe...

o my 2008 can everyone believe this ?         i was sure this year was coming  in  to  be  good- wow  i am in a unbelievable fog -iam still laughing guess to keep from  freaking out ...

mmmmmmmmmmmm so very god today ,we stayed up to 2 this morn .which is a no no but  slept till 11 so i will be ok ,i just feel good ,,,smile  gotta  run  hubbie  cooked  breakfast  breakfast...

ok my friend here i go it has been awile  since i wrote ,so much has  happened ,george and i went through a bad time ,i didnt think i would be able to pull our marriage out of ths mess as he wasnt...

hello yello friend and all ,i am almost me ,,,,,,,,,,,,smile ,the new med is working ,now the other night i thought o lord i am going to have one in my sleep .you know some times  for some reason...

dear friends...

a line before i have to go ,had a nother bad sz sunday morn .was watching t.v. with husband and all of a sunden i was gone ,he said i wouldnt   answer him ,he thought i was mad ,then he relised ...