shawna

here we go aain another sz .apparently at 342 this morn .that s what time my husband has it wrote down -the last one was april 20 th i went and looked ,so they are about once a month now and so...

o my what can i say yelloy friend ,,,i am so tired this day so ready to just say please explain ,is it always the ones who were unhappy who develope e as adults ?i want to laugh -i want to ...

o my here it is thurs .the 10 of may -you know my musccles are still sore bad hurting but wow i feel good ,now not awesome yellow guy i have the headace that wont stop ,but darn i feel good...

yellow guy ,please tell me that this month will vanish forever and ever and i will never have such hard times in my future ,i dont want to explain ,just so much toimoil in my ...

what do you think today here it is the 25 today ,i had to call in today l.o.a. i went to talk to boss in person and leave it up to her how she wanted to use it ,either as a sick day...

here we go yellow friend ,its now friday april 20 ,yesterday was the day that brought the end of the one cycle . i was wondering where does it end ---man it ended with me so sick...

tue .morn ,4, awake april 16 ,i am not surprised that this is happening yellow guy ,you are are alone again ,stomach hurts so much ,this has always been partr of my problem with e...

here it is thurs .morn .i woke up again at 5 ,sick to stomach -thoghts out of control and not sure .when we went to bed last night it was midnight and husbsand got back up and took trsh out as...

here it is almost 5 in the morn .woke up unable to sleep and not doing well ,i feel so sick to my stomach and these sleeping pills arent werent working no more but i am so scared of pills ,always...

here it is mon . night i worked a 11-8 ,o am i tired my legs are hurting so much -i took a i.b .for the pain ,hopefully it will kick in soon .i worked a 2-11 last night and then didnt sleep ...

awwwwwww you about tricked me yellow dude ,i started to write in here yesterday on i was feeling better ,worried over bills,but got things took care of ,then wham i woke up in the night with a...

o no here i go wish you had a tear face yellow friend ,i am so sad ,so alone ,so tired ,so very tired why did god have to make my part of it like a joke ?never show a emotion when you...

what a night last night yellow friend ,i had said i would never do the door again at 11 due to the fact they forget i leave at 11 but they garenteed me last night if i helped them ...

things are so jumbled yellow friend ,i want to fight i want to cry i want to find that hole and hide ,its such a mess and i cant seem to get it right ,it comes out all twisted ...

but i am getting stronger i promise yellow dude i dont understand this e but i wont run