ok here it is mon .i feel so much better ,i went in the hosp .against my wishes last mon ,!!!!oct.15.  i did it for my husband as i knew we couldnt keep on this way annway we got there me mad and not all the way in control ,i got in the room asked george to leave as they put 50 million wires in my head -he could go smoke for a hour -i just didnt want him there -i survived -smile ---i asked tue morn as i felt they needed to jump on something  i was a little upset  the nurse said they had 2 test  scheduled  for that eve .  shortly  lately  i was  told dr would be in  test were  all  cancelled  ,apparently  activty  was  great in sleep  .dr .came in and  said that was why i was so sick in the night then shortly after  having the  szs morn .he wanted to try keppra in a i.v .i had took keppra in the past and it did not agree with me ,the nurses called  him and he still pushed so george and i did agree after talking it over that if  the side effects were the same  he would have to  give us options ,as that was no life -o lord my veins roll always  have it took 5 sticks and they had to call a guy from e.r. speclist as i told them i couldnt take anymore -my veins also pop -i am a chicken ,he was good he backed it out when it rolled and got it and i only have a small bruise .anyway the wonder drug keppra didnt work i had a rotten  night as always -smile -they said i would get  real sleepy and sleep from  this big  dose keppra i was looking forward to it, i slept my husband said about 10 min it didnt work .and lord the next  day was the worse day i have  ever had i had waves all day i had to stay in bed ,sleep and cry and feel odd and be mad cause they couldnt fix it all day was so bad my husband didnt want to leave and i couldnt  help him .