feeling  bad today  ,not terriable ,no  big szs  in about 2 months i think its been but  this  complex  partial  activity  is  killing me ,am hanving  too many  odd  sensations at all  times  ,never happy  am  i yellow guy  with  life ?sick  to stomach day in and  day out and  no way out and i cant  concetrate very  long  on  anything  ,so sorry  my friends if you all  read this  please  dont  give up on me i just  got to wait till  this  passes ,