awwwwwwwwwww here we go a new morn .a little too early  but yellow friend the dr wont let me go back to work till the middle if nov.when i go back to to see him -no working -no driving -i know it has to be because the stress is  a major thing in  this e but lord  its not easy not having a cent between the health insurance and  cost of this meds thats stress -george says not to worry it will work out -i say honey  what bill do you suggest we say sorry  your on your own -we just  get on our feet  a coupla months ago by consoladating our bills -feeling pretty good paying eveyone knowing in  a coupla years we would  be out of the mess that we are in -but of course now it will be longer as that hospital stay for the the epileplsy unit  will be a dilly and i told that 'fincial councal 'when she came to my room wanting to know how i attented to pay for my part that if i wrote a check on my discharge i would  get a discount !!!i told her i had contacted the hospital and  proper channels on the fact that i had no money at present and  they was going to have to bill me and we would be making arrangements .she said she understood but had to come around to  see each patient .i guess her pay check too huh .so i am not sure what this month brings as no work and bills still there ,                                                                                                             on the awesome side  of things ,life ,tho i am  up way too early ,and thinking a little too much o god  i am sleeping at night i have not had a sz .in a week .i go to bed at night i get up several times in the night but i lay down close my eyes and go to sleep -------wow -----i decided i would like to stop the sleeping pill the new pill lamictal seems to let my brain rest at night ---------smile )it lets me go to sleep also ---please keep working )))))))anyway 2 nights without the sleeper scorta scary -proably why i am up so early -but i we have cut a pill out -i hate med -pills -we have also cut a 40 dollar a month cost -which i will just trasfer to the new med or add on as the new med is even more but at least we didnt have to add another 40 huh ----later