hey guys
unfortuantely my anorexia has gotten worse.
i starved myself off and on then binged and felt terrible so i made myself throw up(but that only happened twice.) I havta exercsie constantly and feel like panicking when i think about my weight. I cant rly eat without feeling guilty anymore. im sorry i havent been on but all my time has been spent either exercising or trying to keep my mind off food. i miss all of you :)
p.S. excuse the typing, my mind hasn't been at it's best lately- my iron levels are low and my mind is all wonky, I need to start eating better!!!
unfortuantely my anorexia has gotten worse.
i starved myself off and on then binged and felt terrible so i made myself throw up(but that only happened twice.) I havta exercsie constantly and feel like panicking when i think about my weight. I cant rly eat without feeling guilty anymore. im sorry i havent been on but all my time has been spent either exercising or trying to keep my mind off food. i miss all of you :)
p.S. excuse the typing, my mind hasn't been at it's best lately- my iron levels are low and my mind is all wonky, I need to start eating better!!!
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welcome back sweetie pie~Im sorry you are struggling right now and that you have been starving yourself and feel completely out of control.Glad you are back on and please know that everyone cares about you and you have alot to live for even tho it may not seem like it at times.luv ya hun.LOLA***
hugs, sweetie. can\'t wait to talk to you soon. i miss you, too.