today is an awful day. my friend won't pick up her phone even though we made plans to work on our project today becuase she is off gallavanting with yet another guy who is using her. I am freezing cold and exhausted but no matter how hard I try I can't sleep. There's a lump in my throat and I can't figure out what is bugging me so much but I think it's something deep because I'm crying and I don't know why. Maybe if my friend would pick up her freaking phone instead of making out with somebody who doesn't even really love her than I could try to talk about it. The play is this Friday. But for some reason today I'm not even really excited about it. I'll probably screw that up too. I am fat and ugly even more than ever today. Whatever. Maybe I just wish I had somebody to love and somebody to love me. Too bad I'm hopelessly hideous.
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i just looked at your pics and you are NOT ugly!ask your mom about your throat she may help....and if your friend doesnt answer her fone...well..just keep trying....dont let her get in the way of your school grades...everything happens for a reason...sry i dont have the perfect advice.=/
You are not hideous, you are beautiful and I really mean it. You sound really depressed though. The lump in your throat is all the crying you still have to do. Your friend really messed up and you should let her know. Don\'t let that spoil the excitement about your play. Friday is still a while away and I hope you feel better. Show everybody how brilliant and talented you are.
Hope you feel better tomorrow. Love, Karin