so.today sucked also. I sound like a pathetic drama queen but it did. I went to the doctors and they poked my finger and it turns out im not anemic but thats the only good news of the day. I got into a fight with my friend over how much I'm worried about her with her endless stream of boyfriends and she ended the convo with "I love you but sometimes you just don't understand me." Well. Now she knows exactly how I feel all the time. Sigh. Whatever. I'n gonna go try to get my rubber ball and maybe I won't cut.