I haven't written for awhile. I haven't been doing that great. Today, however, has been the worst! I went this morning to pick up Olivia at his place to go to church. I asked to use the washroom & sure enough, found the other woman's shampoo & eye makeup remover in his bathroom. So, it's confirmed. He's dating the girl he met New Year's Eve & obviously sleeping with her cause she's practically moved in. I hate him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This hurt today is this worst I have ever felt! At least now I know there is absolutely NO chance of us getting back together & there is no chance I will ever be "friends" with him. He has hurt me so much, I cant even describe it!