Wow am I getting tired.  Not mentally I feel clear and crisp but now I'm talking with a bit of a lisp and I just want to close my eyes.  I feel achey all over.  Good Lord I couldn't be an insomniac I'm too much of a baby! It seems to be getting a bit better. Last night I laid down at 10 and tossed and turned and thought a mile a minute but then about an hour later I was in a fitful sleep.  I slept like that until 4 when my husband got out of bed and then for some reason I fell asleep soundly.  I'm starting to wonder if He is distrubing my sleep.  I don't know though. I'm really worried about my emotions.  I feel a lot more.  I don't know if I feel too much yet but I sure as heck am feeling things a lot more.  Scaring me a bit. It's aweful too, because I feel so good and I want to feel this good, but it might indicate that I will feel terrible soon too. What a pain in the ASS! Today was my first day back to work and I'm wrapping it up right now.  I'm really tired.  Smiling and talking and being "not bp" was harder on me without sleep.  I'm hoping that I won't have to take a day off, but I might if this doesn't right itself soon.  Love you all! Keep the support coming.  Frankly I come on here and look immediately to your comments.  They really help me know you care. Thanks