I don't know what to write.  I'm doing well feeling good.  The holidays always overwhelm me with a ton of different feelings.  I'm not going home and I'm dissappointed but my husband is so excited that I'll be staying home with him instead.  He just is terrible around the holidays and he just keeps on getting worse the closer we get.  Pray that he stays up and happy because I really don't want to have a horrible Christmas.   Ha I got better just in time for him to get depressed around the holidays.  He is from the Bahamas (we have a home there and lived there for many years) anyhow he can't go home for the holidays and it really is hard for him.  Pray for him please.