I can't write long because I'm going to try and go to sleep again. Here's a general update.  Christmas was great.  It was nothing that I expected.  For example I expected to fight with my husband, I expected my husband to give me auquamarine earrings, and my bf to give me brown boots, and to spend christmas day in my PJ's and slippers... Not the case though.  I actually did not fight with Rickie all that day, He gave me DIAMOND earrings (totally cool!!! and beautiful!!!!) With a gold watch with diamonds inlay, My bf didn't get me boots but a houdini which for you non-wine lovers is a wonderfully simple divice used to open bottles of wine.  Oh and I didn't get to wear my PJ's half as long as I wanted to!  We actually ended up visiting my hubby's boss and had a blast with tons of alcohol, deep fried turkey, hand made dressing, and all kinds of other goodies.  IT WAS WONDERFUL.... I'm still not sure it is a better choice than staying at home but since they don't have kids and they (my hubby's boss and sister that traveled in) are by themselves they seemed to really want us to stay and "be there family".It has always been hard for me to accept any kind of change but I just floated through it all and it was kind of nice.  Not maybe what I would choose next year but still... not painful.

The week flew by just playing with Caleb and running errands... and OH YEAH puking my gutts up on Thursday which left Friday very tired and sore.. And today was agitated and ended ... OH YEAH! I'ts not ending! Yesterday was my last day on Seroquel and now I can't sleep.  Not yawning or anything so here's me in my robe at the computer wide awake listening to my new Shuffle IPOD (a gift from my brothers and sister .