I was sharing this story with Nectar and I thought that you all might enjoy it.... It makes me feel very safe. My pastor said this Sunday in his sermon that one day when his daughter was 13 she wanted to go to the sweetheart dance with this boy.  Well she asked him and he said we'll see... she asked several times getting the same response.... finally it was the day before and she asked again.... He said "Why would I go with you?" She was crushed.  My pastor said that he went shopping for a baseball bat.  He was so upset that he took up a battle for his daughters hurt.  That is what Jesus does for us.  When we are hurt he picks up his baseball bat to go to war for us. I needed to know that.  Some where inside me I already knew that. I had heard that when I cry he cries, but this example really showed me just how safe I am.  How protected I am, and I need to know that... maybe you do too. Just wanted to share....I SLEPT LAST NIGHT 8 1/2 HOURS!!!!! PRAISE THE LORD!!!!!I went to see the PDOC and he looked far and high for a safe medication for a "potentially" pregnant (I just ovulated) sorry guys I know TMI... there were no safe meds for sleepless nights.  He wanted me to start Seroquel again but not the safest either.... I told him I'd tough it out and asked my Mom and Dad to pray and right before I fell asleep I asked my hubby to lay hands on my forehead and pray that Jesus would let me sleep.  I never do this kind of stuff I'm not so charismatic normally but I know that He is there and I needed his help desperately.  AND I WAS RESCUED! I'm still tired but a full nights rest definitely makes me just tired and not delirious which was where I was headed quickly. Love you all..... Hope you enjoy this entry