I don't want to eat myself into obvilion but it is ridiculous how much food is around and free and given around the holidays.  Between the baking we do ourselves, the food that is given to the staff at work, and the parties we all go too... No wonder people gain 10 lbs.  Well for me I have lost 7lbs between Thanksgiving and Christmas, but I don't want to gain it back.  It is so hard though not to over eat! For example; we have huge HUGE tins of popcorn.  Caramel popcorn and some nasty cheese popcorn but CARAMEL POPCORN  is the best!  I'm eating it until it makes me sick.  It is aweful but it is such a weakness.   Yesterday they brought in fresh Panera bagels and muffins with orange juice and krispy kreme donuts! FRESH BAGELS!!!!!! ARE THE BEST!!!! I ate two of those yesterday!  And then today they brought in Subway sandwiches for everybody... With doritos (ranch)!!!!! Soda and the whole shebang!  I had two sandwich wedges.  So good! I feel disgusting.  Absolutely disgusting and I am totally scared each morning that I've gained some weight.  I've already put on 2 lbs.  But when I get to work and I'm surrounded by all of this good food I can't resist.  I told myself today I wouldn't eat it all but the first thing I did was shovel some delicious free hershey kisses into my mouth.  FREE is the key word.  I'm a sucker for free or good deals.  I feel like I must consume everything I can cause I won't ever get the stuff any other time of the year.  I never allow myself to buy any of this junk, not bagels, not popcorn, not subway.  It is all too expensive and wasteful and weight gaining.  I have lost 32LBS I can not stop and let this season ruin that!  Last Christmas I put on so much weight.  It was disgusting, and I KNOW IT WAS THE M&M'S!!! My parents were given a 10lb bag of M&M's and I just ate and ate and ate and ate mnm's!  I am such a compulsive eater!Oh well... I'm gone ....Tz