Well Saturday I had a mixed episode all day. I had no idea whether I was mad happy sad or depressed just overwhelmed by all of the above at different points in the day. Sunday I was extatic (I don't know if that is how you spell that). Today I'm stable.

There has been a lot going on. My babysitter's son has croupe cough and so she canceled day care which I'm terrified I'll get fired for missing so much work all of the time. We have backup daycare provided but she got a flat and has never arrived. I am now waiting for the second backup care lady to come. Needless to say all the laundry, dishes, bathrooms are now cleaned. And a project I"ve been wanting to work on for weeks (creating covers for the bikes, swing out side, and chairs that get soaked when it rains) is also done. So I feel good about that. Just hope my boss understands.