I'm even feeling worse now. I know that they said that the medication would be allright to be without for one day but I feel horrible. I've burst into tears at work already. I am moving around to fast and I keep knocking things over. I got over zealous and threw my back out at work. I'm just ready to curl up and die now. I hate my freaking job. I hate my freaking life. It's all the same problems every day. It's just not worth it all anymore. What's even better is everyone is so tired of my ups and downs I don't have any one to go to when I'm feeling like this. I could literally crawl out of my skin and enjoy watching myself die.

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Hang in there. The doctors can be real insensitive jerks sometimes. I do hear you though. I take all my natural vitamins for now. I guess it is a good thing b/c I can find them all at Walmart anytime. Today will be over soon so try to hang in there. Remember all of us and your family are here for you.