Man what a difference one day can make. Yesterday I was feeling terrific and today I feel bad! Not bad like I want to kill myself but bad like I could be completely content as a lump on the ground. I don't want to work, play, I might could actually just sleep all day. I'm physically achey and emotionally totally drained. I'm not feeling extra negative (although I can feel myself every little bit leaning that direction) I'm more just a hermit today. I just don't want to interact with the outside world. It's like my inside world is enough for me today.
Yesterday ended poorly. I had my psychiatrist visit. Friends if anyone gets a chance to comment on this part I'd really appreciate it. I can't understand these stupid psychiatrist. My first one didn't listen to a word I said so I transfered over to the "best in the area" according to several other people. A month and a 1/2 ago we decided that for the potential baby#2's sake we would move me off of trileptal and prozac and onto Lamictal. We start the switch and I have some major problems. I call and I call and I call and I call and no return calls nothing! I was totally suicidal. I was begging her office to call me and threatening to just show up if someone didn't call me back and still nothing. Finally a week later she calls and I had by myself upped my meds. She said that was ok and she would see me in 2 weeks.
Well my appointment was yesterday at 4 and when I got there she was seeing her 2 o clock appointment and 20 minutes after I got there she canceled and sent me home. I am so frustrated by this woman. Before I left I told them that I was completely out of my medication and had none for the next day and they promised they would call it in. They did not so this morning I had to call and let them know again.
This can not be people who care at all about there patients. I feel so totally unimportant to them. I want a psychiatrist who cares whether I am doing well or not. I think I'm going to have to look for another again I just hate to keep on changing.
Yesterday ended poorly. I had my psychiatrist visit. Friends if anyone gets a chance to comment on this part I'd really appreciate it. I can't understand these stupid psychiatrist. My first one didn't listen to a word I said so I transfered over to the "best in the area" according to several other people. A month and a 1/2 ago we decided that for the potential baby#2's sake we would move me off of trileptal and prozac and onto Lamictal. We start the switch and I have some major problems. I call and I call and I call and I call and no return calls nothing! I was totally suicidal. I was begging her office to call me and threatening to just show up if someone didn't call me back and still nothing. Finally a week later she calls and I had by myself upped my meds. She said that was ok and she would see me in 2 weeks.
Well my appointment was yesterday at 4 and when I got there she was seeing her 2 o clock appointment and 20 minutes after I got there she canceled and sent me home. I am so frustrated by this woman. Before I left I told them that I was completely out of my medication and had none for the next day and they promised they would call it in. They did not so this morning I had to call and let them know again.
This can not be people who care at all about there patients. I feel so totally unimportant to them. I want a psychiatrist who cares whether I am doing well or not. I think I'm going to have to look for another again I just hate to keep on changing.
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