My grandmother passed away a couple of days ago she was over 90 and wasn't healthy. I am returning to Chicago on Monday for her wake and burial. Lucas came into Denver this morning. We flew him in, prior to going to Chicago. Dad, Chau, Ti, Luke and I all went out to dinner this evening. We were all having a good time. Then we dropped my brother off at my moms house for the night. After we on our way home without luke Chau starts to talk about me not having friends and I can go to Chicago by my self and I don't need to wait on my dad to go. She wants me to not be with my father. She is jealous that he spends time and energy on me. She knows that she can never shake me from my father and that pisses her off. 
 
I want to go on a date with this guy but I am so shallow about it. I think that he is fat and I am not going to like it but, really, I am fat too. lol. Luke coming here and reminding me every second is not helping. But, it might be nice to sleep with someone and be with them over night and she life with them for a while. I am so tired I thought I would check in and write a journal entry. Maybe I'll journal from the airport or Chicago. I know I have a lot of homework to get done over this weekend. Maybe sometime I will go on a date with me. He keeps asking to go on so I think that maybe I should let him take me out. 
 
Goodnight moon.