Thursday Night

Thank god it's Thursday. I am so tired. I am working so hard I feel like I am burnt out. But, I know that I can't because this is only the beginning. I am feeling more and more confident about school and my future. Last night I was having some major panic attacks. Things that I have not felt in a long time. I think that this is a good thing, I am finally feeling things again. Although panic attacks are no fun. Tonight is Thursday night tv and I am looking forward to it. But, dad just gave me money and I put it in the bank this morning so I am assuming that it will be pending for a couple days. Tomorrow at the earliest as I deposited it on a week day giving it at least one more week day (Friday) to process. I think that I may go to my mom's house and watch Thursday night TV because I really want to see the puppy Oliver and I have a chilled bottle of champagne there, maybe I'll bring one of my new favorite flutes.
 
I spoke with one of my psychology professors yesterday and she was so supportive of my goal and told me to go directly for the PhD program as she dad and she mentioned how rewarding it was. She also teaches at CU in Boulder... the school that I want to go to and she offered to introduce me to some of the faculty and give me a tour of the facility. I am excited to see it. I am excited to become a clinical psychology student.
 
I am in the CU computer lab now. I am bored and waiting for class to begin at 11:00am. I should be reading my book but I have read a lot in the book already... but more wouldn't hurt either. Well it seems as though there are more student coming into the lab and I better not be doing this here so I am going to go now. I'll try to write later.
 
Goodnight moon.