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Status: Those with a mental illness are usually the highest in intellect.
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Later last night I just broke down to my mother. I don't know what I would expect from suicide. Where do you go? Is it horrible there, dark lonely? I meet with my doctor on Thursday and I am...
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I have not written because of the time requirements that I am put on as my mom is sick. I am so depressed and lonely. Spent my birthday with myself and my family. I want to tr suicide. It's in my...
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Still sitting here, it's my birthday and I wanted to have a fun file day out here in Denver. I took 4mg of xanax to cool me down but I know that it is going to affect me once I start to drink... if I...
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Today is my birthday. I am alone other than my family and that depresses me. Thank god for facebook, the way people now say happy birthday. There are no cards, no phone calls and no visits or going...
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Tomorrow is my birthday. I have been taking care of my mom since she returned home from the hospital. It has been taxing on me but at least she is getting better. I have been able to use her new Audi...
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It's been snowing for a couple of days now. It has gotten so bad that my college has closed the campus to the students, so we are not driving in the mess that is out there. This pushes my exam...
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Most people have stayed home for the day due to the major snow we got this evening and today. It is supposed to last some time into tomorrow. I have class tomorrow, it is mainly to review for our...
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This afternoon I moved to my mom's house in the anticipation for her surgery on Thursday at St. Anthony's hospital. Tomorrow I am hoping to bring her to the museum so I can show her what the actual...
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Last night I went to dinner with my dad at my brother's restaurant. He is the bartender, so we ate at the bar to talk to him and see him work. Again, it is nice to be on vacation, but I am still...
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We arrived in Durango last night around 11:00pm and we went straight to a bar for a drink. For some reason I feel very weird. I really opened up to my dad last night while driving the car. He was...
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The time has finally come. Tonight my dad and I are going to leave for Durango. I am going to take the express route by taking Interstate 25 until I am forced to take side roads. Dad wants me to take...
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Have you ever felt like simply running away? I just want to put it on my credit card and fly somewhere abroad and simply letting go. I want to get more friends and work on this credit card situation....
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I worked at the museum today. It was dead, we didn't know what to do, there was nothing to do as there were no visitors. I am anxious to go to school tomorrow. I don't know why, for the past couple...
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Last night my dad and step mom got in another argument. She is not pulling her weight in the household. They were separated all night, dad and I went upstairs at about 10 and he told me that he may...
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My dad and my step mother are fighting again. I am sure it is about money and what she is expected to do in household chores and cooking. I know that does not sound great when trying to look into the...
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