Homework and Marijuana don't mix

I went in today to the marijuana dispensary and got two "rollies" and I smoked one of them and it did kinda flush my day down the toilet. I got really hungry, drive around in circles because i kept missing my turns and I kept falling asleep. It is great that it helped me sleep though. I am going to use one tonight to get myself to sleep. I have tomorrow and Wednesday to do my extra homework and finnish the two papers that I have not yet started. I am going to try to get a long shot start tomorrow morning. I may go to a denny's or something for food and work, but then again I may just go to the school and work in the library. So even now I feel very refreshed that I smoked and had some rest. Today was a good day though. I really enjoyed the morning and the feeling of the marijuana. It is something different to me. I am kind of missing Rachael right now because she is the one that always smoked with me and we would have a ball together. I don't even know where she is anymore. Is she still in Denver? What am I doing? Its depressing being alone. This weekend my mom is going to CB and so is my dad and ti, so I will just be alone with the dog. It will be good to smoke when there is no one around but there will definitely be no one around. I think that it will make it longer because of not talking to someone or having a person near. You know. I think that Katie is lying to me. I think that she comes to Denver and doesn't tell me about it. I think that they all hang out together and exclude me from the group for some reason and my mom told me that some times girls just stick together and right now may be one of those times. I am watching a The Event so i will write later
 
Goodnight moon.