hope20z
Status: Those with a mental illness are usually the highest in intellect.
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So I got through my first week of school and I survived. I can't believe that the firs is over. I think that I am actually going to get through this. Although I should be reading my sparknotes on my...
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I feel myself moving back into a depressive state. I don't want to tell my parents because they are going to push me, plus they are simply over it. I need to do better and be stronger. If I fall...
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School Begins tommorrow morning at nine and I am getting more and more nervous about what to expect from my professor. She is Lucy McGuffey and I love her she is the best instructor I have ever...
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I am spending so much money that I dont have. Is this a sign of an increasing manic episode. Oh dear I hope not. Last night I went out with Jay and Katie and some of their friends. We went to...
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Today I went to the people's fair with my mom. It was just her and I. We spoke minimally about the new and upcoming school year. I think it is because I am more confident and ready as I every was...
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Oddly enough I have really changes my status. I know that I needed to kic things into gear so I can graduate college and begin teaching here in Colorado. I will still have a degree in Political...
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I am going to visit the Red Rocks Community College today. I am somewhat excited about going to the new school, but it seems like a step down for me as it is a community college. I am going to the...
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Things are getting better with the mood. Although, my doctor thinks that I should go forward with the ECT or Electro Shock Therapy. I think that it is an irrational thin to do and I think...
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Today I went to the home and garden show with my mom I think that I am going with my dad tomorrow. This evening I went out with Rachael and her mom and mom came with. I was having so much fun with...
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I am not sure what is going on in my life lately. There are always butterflies in my stomach and I feel the urges to hurt myself. I think about it at all times and I don't know how to handle the...
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I told myself that I was going to journal by witing in my book from now on, but this is safer and much more convient. I am so bedressed. I am in school now for the spring term and I am so tired all...
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I suppose things got better. I called my dad after my psych appointment to ask him what his weekend plans were. He told me in a cool and calm voice that he has no plans as of now and I told him that...
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This morning I heard my parents talking about me. It's not normal for my mom to be awake that early, but she had a conference call that included my father. So they spoke on the phone friar to the...
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I am not feeling right. I don't think that it is biological or medication based. I think that my feelings are simply shifted. I think a lot about my relationship with my father. It used to be a great...
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My dad called me and yelled at me for a couple of things. I didn't really like it and still feel kinda uncomfortable. I am not going to talk to him for a while. That's probably for the better I can't...
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