hope20z
Status: Those with a mental illness are usually the highest in intellect.
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It's the fourth of July and I am at home this evening as the sun disappears and the fireworks start to come out. I think that I am somewhat depressed because normally I would want to be out and...
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OMG my body is one fire. I think that tanning is so nice and relaxing until I get out of the bed and I have found out that I have totally burned my body and now I am living with a sunburn lol. I...
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I didn't think that I had written today, so I thought that I might as well put some words down to make sure that I am still here. I started to tan since I heard that it was good for depression, later...
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I haven't written in a while and I thought that this would be a great time to write. So today I was in class and I got a message on my blackberry from my teacher to take a mental health day today and...
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I should be reading my book for school. I am instead at the Muesum of Nature and Science working at the front desk and writing in my journal. There is no doubt that I will become increasingly anxious...
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I spent my day volunteering at the museum of nature and science listening to the ramblings of the woman I am working with. I am trying to disguise my hopelessness and depression long enough to go tan...
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I am no longer here. I am a lost entity of society, actually I never could define myself as that. Once I am gone I am gone and forgotten, this makes it much easier to lose myself. No I am sure that...
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I know that you all know what I am going through right now, I know that we have all been through it and we stand strong still here together. Yet I am so tired of the days. I wish that they could go...
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Tomorrow is father's day. My dad in coming over to my mom's house (his ex-wife) and he is bringing his second wife and step-son. My brother will be arriving around noon, but I know that is probably...
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Today I had an appointment with my new Psy.D. She was great. This was a time where we were to get to know one another and we really hit it off. We talked about me and the tough times that I have gone...
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As I was driving home from the lab, so they can check my lithium levels, I was thinking that three years ago I was doing great, I wasn't on any medications and I was rising fast. I was the student...
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I hold back telling people about my dad and his remarriage. I too wish that he had remarried to someone who can understand him and live as a family with him. He remarried a Vietnamese woman and...
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It was so cool. My dad noticed that I was anxious, depressed, and obsessing about my school work and he told me to just relax and to do what I need to do. Because I am taking one class this summer...
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I feel as though I am getting more and more depressed and I feel that my actions are not helping the situation and infact they may be escalading the worsening of my condition. This is my second week...
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Last night I disolved myself of the Denver Art Museum for several reasons that I dont want to state again. This morning I went to the Museum of Nature and Science and wrote my paper, a full page...
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