Where else to go?

Where else to go from here? I have a job that I am thinking of ditching and living with my mom while finding something. I'm so sad to even thinking of changing. This company has been so good to me, however, the living situation is no respectful to me or the other manager. I am always so tired with I get into journal. Maybe its because it is true emotionally draining. I am going to type more about the suicide issue tomorrow. Keep you post! And keep giving me advice!