cancer.

I know what this is calling for, and I know that it's horrible with to make, but I wish I had a deadly premonition like this in a long time.
I always though that this would be a subtle and peaceful way to go. I would have the grease to say my good byes with out the sudden death. I find this more cordial rather then a sudden.
There so many things going and I can't keep track of this theses. I am tried of being tired. I am sign of his, Is my inner self telling me that I need I am in need of salvation and poise. There are many things things that I am hopeful. I want to experience the new and the the unknown.
My family is a tight clan and love them with all of hear Ti want to feel love again. I want to be loved again.
I think that the escape will be amazing. I would live love to experience a celebration goodby of my life.