VoltaireArcane
Status: Being a hypomanic idiot. oh hey feelings, it's been a while. Thought you guys were dead. Stick around for a bit maybe?
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- I'm going on maybe a week or so of Lithium treatment and taking it religiously. My mood swings are gone, poof, along with all of my social cues weirdness that was probably my main trigger.It's weird talking about simple happiness and stability with...
- "1038 medications are known to interact with Lithium" (from Drugs dot com)I'm scared to death of taking anything and everything now because of the Lithium I'm on...For one (TMI and grossness ahead) the hospital's 'food' if you wanna call it that...
- To make a long, pointless story short, last week on Wednesday I turned up at a crisis-stabilization unit of my choosing just for... Feelin' like "I can't go on like this", I guess. l: Well anyway I got detoxed from all the mess in my head and...
- Not a lot to say. Title speaks for itself. I was going to kill myself last night and fell asleep listening to Alice in Chains instead, trying to 'psych' myself up for it, I guess. Well it had the opposite effect, Layne Staley's voice soothed my soul...
- I'm going to Viewpoint tomorrow. I don't even care. Put me on antipsychotics. All the antipsychotics.I took some Xanax, I fucking hate Xanax. I'm probably going to take leftover Seroquel tonight too. Do they let you take home the shots?Just go away....
- Realized I don't know most of the names of the people here, or how to even pronounce your usernames in some cases, lol. I guess I'll make a little questionnaire thing and you can just answer the ones you want to answer.What is your name?Nicknames?...
- Not sure if it will copy-paste correctly or truncate, but this is one of several verbose ramblings from my blog I made while I was fresh out of a failed rehab attempt (long story short I came home early but remained sober for another month...
- I'm beginning to think... It might be MS, just because my symptoms are so varied and so... to the extreme, and then mild and barely noticeable for small (but significant- I NEED the rest) chunks of time. Like... I mean I was sitting on my mother's...
- I've kind of noticed that.... many will say "I was totally born into the wrong era! lol!" and... it's irritating because while 50's 'Americana' and the roaring 40's an uh... tacky 70's? were probably really cool for white teenagers, for everyone...
- This list is unfinished and short (I wasn't originally going to make a separate list until I realized how disorganized the other would be with chiptune and happy hardcore/gabber added)Themes: high energy shit // lust and hedonism // delusional...
- Not providing links for everything because frankly, what a pain in the ass, looool. Only the most important songs to me, starting with...The depression/isolation song to end ALL other depression songs, Pink Floyd's "Hey You" (if you think this...
- Maybe I spend too much time on the internet. (but that's not surprising really, lol)I keep seeing posts (on tumblr mostly) of people getting kicked out of their houses because of their identity/orientation or mental illness and I'm just likeFuck.I...
- Not to sound all *womp womp* but everything lately centers around my depression. From about... Not immediately after I get up, but maybe an hour or so after, off and on until I try to retire to sleep, it's like having an elephant on my chest. It's...
- Okay I know I've said before that I don't understand the whole xannie/benzo hype, but I owe my life to them right now. One thing Xanax, Ativan, and similar drugs are very useful for is severe manic-depression episodes. You can't fix a down mood with...
- (mild trigger warning as this is a discussion of a suicide) Jacintha Saldanha was a nurse working at King Edward VII's Hospital Sister Agnes in London, UK. She committed suicide after mistakenly releasing information on Duchess Kate Middleton's...