VoltaireArcane
Status: Being a hypomanic idiot. oh hey feelings, it's been a while. Thought you guys were dead. Stick around for a bit maybe?
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- I was suicidal literally every single day until my doctor put me on monthly Invega Sustenna (meaning sustained, it's a long-acting injection) shots. I didn't want to live at all, and now, it's very rare that I get suicidal thoughts. I thought...
- So, about 6-8 months ago, my pdoc put me on the Invega (Invega Sustenna) long-acting monthly injections (because she knew damn well that I never took my meds). And I'm going to list the pros and cons of Invega, but before that, let me tell you that...
- is such an important thing. It's an under-appreciated gesture.I have a boyfriend, a girlfriend who's genderqueer and thinking about going on Testosterone, and an on-and-off flame, and yes, they all know about each other, because I'm polyamorous. But...
- FEEL FREE TO ADD YOUR OWN! (with or without links included, but why not add a link if you're going to add a song... or two, or three, or four? I'll start us off, I suppose.)I'm going to do the songs I've been listening to *the very most recently* in...
- I gave up on getting SSI/SSDI/Medicaid a very long time ago, but I didn't do anything else about my situation, either. I just sat around the house and got very, very depressed.Well, I can't stand to just sit around here every day doing nothing any...
- I made it a couple days ago. Checked back to see if there are any replies (I just remember i posted something here for the first time in ages), and it's gone. I don't understand? I spent a long time writing it and now I can't re-submit it with...
- Hello all! I'm just going to do a simple update. I'm not on here very much anymore; not sure why? Just kind of forgot over time, lol. I hope you all are well! If we used to talk often on here, you can message me and I can give you my Facebook so we...
- I'll try to keep things a little bit brief, for the sake of being not-too-cryptic as my unedited ramble-ish writings can sometimes be.I did go to my psych clinic. I did ask about alcohol/drug abuse groups/meetings (presumably dual-diagnosis since...
- It's the title of a Deftones song. But i'm going to explain where I've been.I wish I came back bearing good news. Notice I said, "I wish".As of right now I'm in a state of rampant self-neglect. Simultaneously, I'm going to great lengths to cover it...
- Honestly, the concept of a healthy-functioning human being is to me, an alien concept.I just think it's so incredibly fucking weird that everyone has a kid, that kid grows up, and for like, 99% of those people (or so it seems to me, I guess I might...
- **It should be noted that this is kinda controversial, and may come off as inflammatory or insensitive, but I want a frank discussion about this and the opinions of others within my own bipolar community, and so I'm reaching out in spite of possible...
- I finally got my Disability court date. November 19th. Of this year. Holy shit.Honestly I gave up on the hope of getting temporary disability/SSI/Medicaid a long time ago. There's been no recent correspondence and so I assume they threw it outta...
- I'm going to try to be as candid and clear as I can while not divulging less than legal stuff and without rambling too terribly much.I just got done with sobbing hysterically at the pathetic state of affairs which is my life. I took a Valium. Didn't...
- So I've spoken to my girl on the phone a couple times for a few hours each call, which is a miracle considering we both had to fight our anti-social tendencies like a motherfucker to accomplish that.Recently I found out that she successfully covered...
- I've never had one before and honestly I don't even remember the majority of the event. I noticed that I felt twitchy and was having muscle spasms, but I thought that was just EPS from my psych meds.From here on out, I don't really remember much....