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- I remember the die my late husband passed away, my house was filled within an hour. The pastor came by and advised me that he would get with me about funeral arrangements. In a well meaning manner, he stated that I was putting the funeral together...
- There came a day when I felt hope again. Joy burst in my heart. I walk with purpose and embrace life again. I'm not sure how this happened, other than, I had to let go of the past. I had to hurt very badly, in order to want to let go of it. It was...
- That break up needed to happen! Not because we were wrong for each other but because I needed something to wake me up to the life I have! Part of dealing with the pain of that loss was looking at the things I could get rid of. It just so happens...
- My fiancé and I broke up last weekend. Want to heal completely from the death of a spouse? Fall in love again and lose them too. It'll make you realize real quick how important living in the present moment is, to not look back at the past, to not...
- Ch 2 and I broke up. It hurts. Another loss. This is going to take awhile. I don't know if I'll ever get back up this time. I can't express how deeply it hurts. And it's at this point that I'm afraid to ever love again. Whole heartedly, selflessly,...
- Part of my intense grief and after shock was a result of God not answering my prayers. Yesterday, I got a letter that $14,000 in student loans was forgiven. For once, in a very long time, I felt elated. Excited. Happy! Disbelief at something good....
- Last June, I got engaged to a man who treats me wonderfully! This month, we will have been together for a year. It's still so hard to believe! We get along so wonderfully. Anywho...He had wanted to get married quick, so we set a date for April 2016....
- Photo of mel40mel40God Never BlinksPosted on 12/28/15, 10:32 amMy daughter gave me this book for Xmas. I've been reading it every day. While reading it, some MORE healing is going on; so I thought I would share. Often, I'm so worried about other...
- My daughter gave me this book for Xmas. I've been reading it every day. While reading it, some MORE healing is going on; so I thought I would share. Often, I'm so worried about other people that I don't stop to ask myself what I think and what...
- My daughter and I totally changed it up this year! We had an awesome time! I changed things because of other people's schedules and I needed to be flexible to keep from losing my mind! Lol! We had "our Xmas" on Xmas eve morning. That afternoon, we...
- How long does new love last? It's been 11 months and I am still head over heels with this guy. Twitterpated is a good word for how I feel. I will see him tomorrow night like I do every Wednesday and I'm already worrying about what to wear. I want to...
- I'm excited! Anticipating a wonderful day with family and great food! Laughter! Love! And stretchy pants! Hope everyone has a great Thanksgiving!My spirit returns!
- March will be 3 years. Yesterday, I was reading back through my journal from 2011. It didn't make me sad. I read through some of 2012. I could remain objective. I was scared, lonely and grieving the life I had precancer. But it didn't elicit any...
- So much has changed in our lives. After the loss, tremendous effort must be made to clean up the debris: broken heart, broken dreams, broken home, broken plans, broken relationships. It will never be the same. Some of the clean up requires...
- Last July, I began having pain in my right elbow. Dr identified it as tennis elbow. Every night, I wake up in excruciating pain. Last night, I wore a wrist brace just because I've tried everything else. It worked! I slept pain free!!!! Yay!I have no...