julieneal77

I've been watching the news and feel so bad for the families in Moore OK who have lost loved ones.  Especially those 9 little children...  Sending prayers to all in OK but am also blessed that my...

My first Mom's day without my son.  Even though most days' he wouldn't even know what day or holiday it was.  I remember one Mothers day when he called and was asking for money, I had to remind him...

Even though I talked to my family, they're just not getting it.  I didn't want to get together and go out to eat Sunday, I was having a bad day and just wanted to stay home and lose myself in my...

Today was a yucky day, maybe it was the weather or maybe it was just a baby step backwards?  Went from sunny and 85 to rainy and 35.  My mood did the same thing went from smiling to crying...  :(...

Well I didn't make it to my grief class last night, just couldn't bring myself to go.  Not sure if it's because the others in the class have all lost their spouses and I just can't relate?  But I...

Lord, I'm grieving. Help me grieve in my way and my time, but with Your wisdom. Amen.Set a goal #! for myself today, and that is to eat, you see I've lost 40 pounds since the loss of my son, not...

Still trying to lean into my Grief, SO HARD!  Suppose to do Grief Support homework, but cry every time I try to write anything down.  I did start a letter to my son, so I guess that's a start? 

Just wanted to let you all know I started by GriefShare, group today and it was a start.  I actually made it into the class, before I would just sit in the parking lot and talk myself out of it....

Didn't want to go out today at all.  Was hard to be Happy for my neighbor who brought her new grand baby over for me to meet.  I think I said the right things to her, said he was cute, couldn't...

Who knew just letting it all out would hurt yet feel good at the same time?  I CRIED and cried hard, but to be honest it's the only time I let it all out since I first got the news about Greg's...

Decided I'm going to have a me day.  Doing my nails, soaking in a bubble bath.  Than going to start painting again and of course playing with my 2 little shih tzus, who have been wondering why...

It was 2 months yesterday that I lost you.  I am making it through my daily routine by keeping busy.  BUT when darkness falls so do my tears?  Is that because that's when I use to talk to you?...

What started out as a very bad day, I guess wasn't so bad after all...  You see I was looking for my life insurance paperwork, dreading that I knew I had to change my beneficiary and remove your...