julieneal77

YEAH, last night was my last family get together, not sure how I made it, but i DID.  I cried, I smiled, I laughed, I cried some more, I prayed and slept and, well made it through.  I even had to...

Feeling better today, went to my sisters last night and never realized the street next to hers is called St Gregory, what a SMILE it put on my face...  Then of course, got to hear his "Chicken...

Feeling bad, just want these next couple of days to be OVER...  I've cried so much, that I broke a blood vessel in my left eye and it's so yucky.  I also had to put my 10 year old shih tzu Pixie...

I just can't believe not one member of my family called to ask me how i was doing yesterday on Greg's b-day? But than again, does it really surprise me?  No not really, it is what it is... So I...

Posting today, didn't think I would be able to tomorrow. Happy 34th Birthday to my son Greg. Happy Birthday in Heaven My Child~Author:Unknown~Please help those all around me, to see and...

“I applied my heart to what I observed and learned a lesson from what I saw” (Proverbs 24:32).“who through faith are shielded by God’s power until the coming of the salvation that is ready to...

Well not really sure how I'm feeling.  I have my sister and her family and my parents coming over tomorrow.  But in PAIN because tomorrow will be a year ago that I last saw Greg... But I do keep...

On a happier note, I completed a month long class on professional growth and development class.  I got so much out of it.  Confidence back and might even have a good job, knocking on my door from a...

I'm so UPSET right now, i just had to share, I can't believe what my parents said to me last night... As most of you know, I haven't had much family support with my grief process, but have accepted...

Just dreading these next couple of weeks.  We had 2 Thanksgiving dinners last year, because the family 'didn't' want to be around Greg.  He took off on one of his JOURNEY'S that evening and I had...

“Every day they [the believers] continued to meet together in the temple courts. They broke bread in their homes and ate together with glad and sincere hearts” (Acts 2:46).Father, with You I am...

Getting ready for my first ever puppy photo shoot today.  Should be interesting...  Made about 20 frames the last couple of days and bought some beautiful mums for decoration.   Also feel good...

Having a good day so far.  Watched some shows I had dvr'd last night and guess what?  On the voice, the last guy. last song on the blind auditions that was sung was "Chicken Fried".  Yup a SIGN....

Feeling like I'm on that forever roller coaster ride.  I HATE the 8th, all I think about is it's a countdown to the exact day i lost Greg.  So tomorrow on the 8th, it will be 8 months. I also...

God, I try to escape the pain through a myriad of activities from busyness to tears. But the reality of my healing is found in You. Amen.