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Greg, I had the most AMAZING dream about you last night.  Can't believe how REAL is was?  I could touch you, I could smell you, I could feel you, I could hear you.  You were about 10 and came...

Frustrated with my younger brother he promised me, that he and my nephews would help us Saturday, then his wife calls last night and says, whoops, something came up, it will just be my brother and...

Today my parents celebrate their 50th wedding anniversary.  We were the first 'Brady Bunch', my Dad had 3 teenage boys, Russ, Charles and Mark and my mom had, Allen 5, me 4, Cheryl 3 and Paul 2 and...

Found a wonderful grief support meeting. A group of people who have all lost someone to Heroin.  One of the Moms I walk with got it started, when we all walked and realized all the groups we've been...

Just got this email form Allison Dubois fan page, thought I'd share it here.  I've reread her "We are their Heaven Book, 5 times now...  I don't talk usually about mediums etc, but well her books...

Of course with Greg's 7 month anniversary on Sunday, I was having a couple of really bad days, we're packing moving next week, still looking for a job, parents 'dreaded 50th party coming up, where I...

I have a new friend on Face Book who just lost her son 3 weeks ago to a Heroin OD, I told her about this site, but is there a link to it?  I can't remember how I joined this WONDERFUL group?  But...

Decided to start doing what I love the most and that is taking photo's.  Had the pleasure of taking pics of a friends newborn, Adalyn Marie, who is 20 days old.  Her Mommy use to work for me 2...

Every morning I wake up and put on a mask,the mask makes everything seem alright,But they don''t know I cry at night,The nightmares just wont go awayIf only I knew it was your last dayFor six months...

I DID IT! Finally met up with the walking group. Met lots of WONDERFUL people, got lot's of hugs and some good exercise. Walked 2 miles in this heat, of course all of my pics are of people's backs,...

So excited to be meeting with a group of people tonight to Walk in memory of loves ones who have died from Heroin...  They walk in different parts of the city on Tuesdays and Thursdays... This is...

Just stopping in to say hello, I know it's been awhile, just been keeping BUSY.  Spent the day bbq'ing and swimming at my parents house.  My sister 'made' me come, reminded me Greg was with me and...

I laughed yesterday for the first time in a long time, I mean just LAUGHED at something the pups did, but then I felt a sense of such GUILT wash over me.  That it wasn't OK, it's only been 4 months,...

Sorry my post on Who am I, was so long....  I just started thinking, typing and thinking and it just came out.  But I LOVE this group and you all are my life line, you don't judge, you all listen...

I dont' know what's going on, but I just can't stop crying, again mostly at night.  But I just don't want to do anything or go any where.  And of course the family isn't getting it...  As a matter...