julieneal77

WOW, I can't believe I haven't journaled since May, but then again, I do journal every day in my Jesus Calling book by Sarah Young.  I am also on Facebook, A lot, maybe to much?  But then again is...

Why is it, when the weather here turns to &*%^)^*RV, colder, rainy, gray…  Then I start to feel worse?  But i did walk with my Penny, it was a light mist, we heard a cardinal sing, I found...

I forgot to mention, I was asked to and was leading a small grief group for grieving widows, well after 3 sessions I told my Pastor, I just couldn't do it any more...Most of them were either 6 months...

I made it through my 2nd Moms day without my Gregor…  Wonderful church service, lot's of HUGS and shed a few tears.  My wonderful Husband went with me, you see he's a Christian but also says he's...

I was at church today and my friend, who started the Walking for Wellness group, after the loss of her daughter to a Heroin OD, 1/3/13, was running late.  She started to sit next to me and I could...

WOW, I can't believe I haven't journaled since 2/13/13.  A lot has been happening, of course I made it through my year of firsts, realize I'm still counting and probably always will.  But I have...

I found some more art work from Greg, which I will be posting later, but also found a Mothers day card he bought when he was a young adult and it broke my heart, he signed it by saying, Love Greg,...

Just sitting here, asking why, what if, what more, could I have, etc…  Freaking a little, because a year ago today is when the HWY patrol came and knocked on my door to ask me if I was related to...

Thanks for all the hugs, prayers and messages.  Meant a LOT!  I made it through my firsts, can't believe it, but I did. Thanks to great Moms like you all and my hubby, Wes.  Then a friend named...

Why… Ever since you went awayThe days go slowly by,And the hardest thing to cope withIs never knowing why… That I don’t understandAnd maybe never will,Questions left unansweredNow your voice...

I think I'm starting to realize why I've been freaking out?  Is it because all the firsts will be gone?  Maybe Im surprised I made it through the first year? I also keep reliving that Monday night...

So my Mom calls and woke me up this morning, complaining about computer, Dad, the weather, my dads dog, then I tell her, i was just getting up, she says it must be nice, then she complains some more,...

Wow, rough day yesterday, no idea why?  The tears just kept coming, guess I needed them to flow?  Going to be a better day today…  Just sending out more resumes, quit that last job, because it...

I can't believe I haven't been on or journaled since 1/3, been a roller coaster of emotions as it always is. Guess I'm dreading Greg's 1 year date coming up next month, Feb 8th…  Just can't get...

Well, I started the new year off with a new job.  Started today and I must say, best first day ever.  Was so glad I was busy all day, had to be told it was lunch and again reminded it was 5 and...