Cfs or depression?

So hard to tell the difference when you're crashing. decided to take an anti-depressant because am really bummed out.  i notice i hvae only 3 left..great.
cable is out.  I think the universe is not getting it when i say i want a little time with no issues, no crises just time to put one fooT in Front of the other And just get through it.  I am EXHAUSTED i have no bility to cope with even little bumps in the road.  trying my best not to stress put my little demons keep poking.. So today its the cable.
yesterday it was my modem.  Absolutely necessary if i am to work from home.  Have had this one a few years and it seems to be dying, but its very expensive to replace..money that i dont have right now.  So i was working fine yesterday morning ..dealing with a crisis at work with my fussiest client ..then the modem started acting up.  After about 2 hrs struggling to get it back up i packed up the whole thing and went to bed.  
the day before it was the electricity.  Bought an iron recently but its malfunctioning (really!).  Plugged it in and it shorted out the whole house.  Came home and my fridge was smioking!  Now my son. Says the washer is not working.  What the?!?
dont know, dont care, I NEED REST!
just took some sleeping pills and a Zoloft.  hope i'll wake up feeling less overwhelmed tomorrow.

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aussiedi
aussiedi

Sleeping pills? As in plural, max, and mixed with an antidepressant? Is that safe? So sorry everything is breaking down and blowing up all at the same time.I had some money to buy sarongs for my market shop and then the car broke down, so we had to use the money for it, so disappointing.Now our fridgeis making strange noises
aussiedi
aussiedi

Bummer, so tired accidentally pressed button.Yeah so as I was saying my fridge is making strange noises and I\'m not listening.So yeah know how you feel, it\'s a stress out for sure.At least you didn\'t zap yourself with the iron.Hope you get a good sleep and all will gradually get fixed. I guess it\'s an inconvenience that you just don\'t need, however , you and your darling son are safe, hey.xoxo
ladybugdreams
ladybugdreams

Oh man, you are having a time of it, aren\'t you. Nothing like living the old adage of \"everything that can go wrong does\". Be strong my friend, you will make it through this. Sometimes the answer is to just go to bed & sleep on it. When you wake up your mind is fresher & more able to think about the problem without stress. Usually, that is what I have to do, I just can\'t think or deal with anything when I am in a crisis mode. I became this way since I got CFS. I have found that I can come up with an answer once I have rested, even the answer of to do nothing at all.

I agree with Di, be careful with the meds you combine. Has your Dr okayed the use of both together. I take an anti-depressant & sleeping meds & have for years. Maybe you need to be on some for awhile to see you through, not everyone needs them long term.

I would have a hard time if my cable went out. It is my companion when I can\'t sleep or am just too tired to do anything but lay on the couch. I hope you can get it fixed shortly. Let us know how you are doing tomorrow. Gentle hugs to you, Denise
DarlaC
DarlaC

Hi Max! I want you to be sure that I understand that these things may sound silly and/or trivial...but when they happen one on top of the other to a person who is already to tired to drink water, each additional thing is a catrastrophe!

Computer problems when you\'re trying to work from home are ridiculous. You can\'t write without a pencil! Goodness, you must be so frustrated. I do hope that you can get some good rest in today. At least to clear your head of the frustrations you had already. I find that sleeping is my best friend. I will take a sleeping pill, if I find myself in a vicious circle of non-sleep. I know how important it is to rest. Hopefully, you will rest, get up, start over, and nothing will blow up or go wrong!! Don\'t think that\'s too much to ask.

Sleeeeeeeeeeep! xoxo
Serce
Serce

praying for you............................................................................................