moody
Today is one of those days you wake up feeling totally drained. Tired, moody, unable to concentrate. Tomorrow we have a management retreat, and my presentations take up most of the day. Somehow I have to complete my strategic plan and budget, but my brain isn't holding on to anything today.
Coworker called me and I vented for 40 minutes. My boss attempting to fire me a few months back and its messed with my head. Didn't ralize how much but I've found out that I have been venting a lot over the past few weeks. I spoke to my boss and she says she never intended to fire me, she was just trying to get my attention. WTF!?!? Despite her assurances I am frustrated, resentful and absolutely demotivated. My strategic plan ?!? I have no strategic plan. I don't give a shit, I don't believe any of the crap that stood in my way last year is going to change next year so what's the point? Unfortunately that doesn't look so good on a powerpoint presentation so I have to come up with something else by tomorrow morning.
Checked my email. Water company has reviewed my account and determined that the entire amount is due and payable. Sent back a detailed email pleading my case ...
Today is one of those curl up into a ball and cry days.
But I cant afford to. Got work to do. Grateful to have work to do.
Done my praying, stress and frustration evaporated. But I still want to curl up and cry.
Tired...
Coworker called me and I vented for 40 minutes. My boss attempting to fire me a few months back and its messed with my head. Didn't ralize how much but I've found out that I have been venting a lot over the past few weeks. I spoke to my boss and she says she never intended to fire me, she was just trying to get my attention. WTF!?!? Despite her assurances I am frustrated, resentful and absolutely demotivated. My strategic plan ?!? I have no strategic plan. I don't give a shit, I don't believe any of the crap that stood in my way last year is going to change next year so what's the point? Unfortunately that doesn't look so good on a powerpoint presentation so I have to come up with something else by tomorrow morning.
Checked my email. Water company has reviewed my account and determined that the entire amount is due and payable. Sent back a detailed email pleading my case ...
Today is one of those curl up into a ball and cry days.
But I cant afford to. Got work to do. Grateful to have work to do.
Done my praying, stress and frustration evaporated. But I still want to curl up and cry.
Tired...
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Not fun. I keep wondering when my work will decide they\'re tired of having me around. I suspect life would go on, but it would be nice to retire and not get kicked out.
A beautiful sunny day here. I suppose I\'ll feel better when I do what I can do. Good luck with your stuff. Glad you were able to turn over what was causing the stress and frustration.
It\'s SO hard to maintain a job with this illness, Max. I commend you for pushing so hard to keep your life. I tried and tried, and finally gave up, but it took years. I kinda wish I had been a big kinder to myself, but initially I was undiagnosed and didn\'t realize that pushing beyond my limits was hurting me. OH WELL! UGH!
We all have those curl up and cry days. Go for it. It\'s a tension and stress reliever that you need!! I\'m sure you\'ll come up with what you need, to get you through this day.
Hang in there!! We\'re with ya! xoxo
Presentation went well. Trying to make it through the rest of te session, every muscle hurts. Happy though, I was commended on how thorough and well thought out my presentation was. Not bad for an exhausted foggy brain.
I am relieved that your presentation went well. Whew.
I hope and pray that you can get your water problem solved soon!
Water .... crying .... good thing we are scattered all over the world. If we all lived close together, we\'d cause a flood!
Good job , at least you did get through the presentation and they liked it as well.Just let the tears out, it\'s good therapy.Hey I was wondering how much extra power and water was used during the renovations.You did have plumbing done, wonder if there is a stuff up there, like leakage? Just a thought.