HopefulinNYC
Status: Haven't been active in a long time but wishing you all a very Happy New Year!!! Journal update.
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As expected, RE confirmed the BFN yesterday. I almost cancelled my appt since I really didn't want to spend my Saturday morning going to the clinic to find out what I already knew. I meet with RE...
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I tossed and turned all night long anticipating and wondering if I should POAS this morning and so I did it and was not shocked in the least bit when I saw only one line telling me another BIG...
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Thank you all for calming me down...this 2ww is so brutal! I ended up having an ok weekend and keeping busy even though I drove DH crazy asking about a million times "do you think what I just did...
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I posted on the main board but because this 2ww is making me neurotic, I decided to write a journal entry too. So today I went back to work. I was feeling ok about it but I keep forgetting that I'm...
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First off, I want to thank you for all the hugs and good wishes! I was so touched when I logged on today and am always so grateful for all your support.I had my second FET today. We transferred 2...
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Sorta been a bit MIA on DS this week since work is super crazy busy right now, so I'm sorry if I have missed some journals or updates, but trying to catch up with everyone. I have this huge work...
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Phew.....what a relief....I finally told my 2 bosses that we are doing IVF! I feel soooo relieved right now. They were great, really supportive and really encouraging and I could not have asked for...
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I met with my RE today for a follow-up and to discuss the failed FET and next steps. Once again, I feel caught off guard with my emotions, because when she blamed the failed FET on my age, and said...
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Yes, it's another journal from yours truly....I promise to try and make this one shorter :)Thank you all for your great comments regarding my support system. Funny, they must have gotten some vibes...
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It's been 3 days since I got the confirmation of my BFN and I'm starting to feel better. This BFN was the worst one yet. Between the tears, lots of sleeping (my avoidance "drug" of choice) and...
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I received the call from my RE late this afternoon from one of the nurses and this is how she began the call "Hello Lisa, well I don't have any good news for you...." Of course I 100% expected to...
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After feeling so crappy last night, I decided I couldn't hold out anymore, so I POAS at 6am this morning. BFN. I am devastated even though I kinda expected it. It was still torture to see only one...
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So last night I got home from work and was exhausted and feeling major PMS and like I do a day or two before AF arrives. Of course this made me very sad and suddenly, I had this overwhelming feeling...
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The 2ww is usually tough, but after an FET, ugh, it's really hard! I was doing ok until today actually. Not sure why the change, but suddenly this morning I woke up with this horrible feeling I'll be...
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So this 2ww feels soooo different than the other 28+ 2ww's that I've had (ugh, its hard to see that number and know we've been trying for that long and that my life has been consumed with IF for the...
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