HopefulinNYC
Status: Haven't been active in a long time but wishing you all a very Happy New Year!!! Journal update.
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Tomorrow is 3 weeks that I found out I miscarried. I know it's not good to think this way, but I can't seem to help it. There are days I feel like I was never pregnant and imagined the whole thing,...
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It seems wherever I go, I can't get away from pregos or babies or baby stuff!! Went to Macy's at lunch, had to walk through the baby dept. to get to where I needed to go....got stuck the other day...
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My "band-aid" weekend turned out to be nice, even though I spent 90% of it sad and thinking of my miscarriage and my baby. We met some cool people and hung out with them, and that managed to distract...
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The pain I was having has finally subsided, thankfully. RE thinks the antibiotics combined with the healing is responsible for the abdominal cramping. As one of the nurses at my clinic said...
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Today I'm having some bad cramps. I called my RE and am waiting to hear back. I think it's my period starting? I haven't had any real cramping since right after the D&C last Friday. I usually get...
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I am finally coming out of my zombie state. Still feeling devastated of course, but at least today I haven't cried as much and I'm feeling a little more human. I stayed home from work, just can't go...
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Well, that's it.....it's over. The D&C went well, according to the doctor. They are sending tissue samples to the lab and we should know the results in a week to 2 weeks, but given my age it's most...
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Thank you all for the hugs, the love and the support during this extremely difficult time. I know in the days ahead, I'm going to lean on my DS sisters a lot to help heal and get through this grief....
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I am so, so sad, devastated and heartbroken that I had a miscarriage. I never thought I could feel the depth of pain that I am feeling. I didn't know I could cry the amount of tears that I cried...
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So I had a few questions today and talked to a nurse at my RE's office. While talking to her, I asked why I would be 7 weeks but the baby only measures that I'm 6 weeks and if that's something to...
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Sonogram today showed the baby and showed a heartbeat!!!! They couldn't hear it, but the saw it. I am so relieved!!!! I cried again during the sono and afterwards, like a crazy sobbing cry. It looks...
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I celebrated my 44th birthday on Saturday and still can't believe I'm pregnant. It felt good to finally celebrate a birthday and not feel sorry for myself for not being pregnant or a Mother yet. It...
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I can't stop crying.....tears of joy.....1st ultrasound showed a sac and a yolk sac! I cannot tell you how relieved I am. I cried like a baby, I was so happy to see everything is progressing ok. Of...
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We told our immediate families that we're pregnant, I know it's a bit early, I haven't even had my 1st ultrasound and who knows what will happen, but I felt it was very important to be able to tell...
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First off, let me apologize for all the journals I've been writing the past few days. I'm not sure how to deal with this early pregnancy roller coaster without journaling and getting the reassurance...
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