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- Now for a more positive message. I just want to say I greatly appreciate this site and all of its members, especially those who have taken the time out to respond to me, to send hugs, and to friend me. It really means a whole lot and you make a...
- I don't think it's fair when people use the threat of suicide to receive attention. I consider it a form of emotional manipulation. Suicide is a real issue when it comes to depression and it shouldn't be taken lightly. A hockey player talked about...
- I am so sick and tired of this country and the mentality people have towards the government helping those in need. I hate that those of us who are struggling and need help to get well and get on our feet are treated like lazy leeches. I hate that...
- I am just so consumed with sadness especially today. I have been through a lot and losing a friend is so hard for me. I am trying my best to push my way through, but it gets me so down that's it's hard to do anything when I just feel this heavy...
- I wish I could give Jesus a hug and know what it would be like to be in his loving arms. To know what it feels like to feel the purest form of love and to know everything would be okay.
- I had a good friend that seemed to hold me in high esteem, but their opinion of me seemed to changed over my struggles. I was shocked and hurt to know their true feelings. I thought they knew me better than this. I decided I couldn't be friends...
- Just because God may not answer in the way we want/expect does not mean our prayers go unanswered. I had been praying for a situation, but it did not go exactly the way I wanted. I realized that while it did not go the way I wanted, His answer was...
- Please don't offer someone you know that suffers from fears of rejection, abandonment, and loneliness your unconditional support if you cannot provide it. It only messes up a person up even worse.
- I have been struggling with thoughts of self harm for the past three days. Sometimes I get so depressed and hopeless it seems like it is the only release for my pain. It scares me because I feel like I am literally struggling for my life. I have my...
- I have AvPD and it has completely ruined my life and has prevented me from getting anything out of life. I wasn't able to further my education because of it. I have been unable to hold down a job. I have a hard time making and keeping friends. My...
- My friend Sue's father is undergoing a biopsy today because they found a mass on his lung and spots on his liver. She is really struggling right now. I lost my father to cancer in October so I know the terror she is going through.She also has had so...
- I've had what has to be my worst day in months and I am really struggling to cope at the moment.I was placed on meds (paxil, buspar, and klonopin) a month ago. The pdoc gave me prescriptions that were for 30 days with no refills, but my next...
- I had been doing well and feeling pretty optimistic since I started walking for an hour each day nearly three weeks ago, but I feel like I have been going downhill since Thanksgiving. I lost my father about 6 weeks ago and I missed him a lot during...
- My dad passed away from cancer on October 12. He has suffered with severe back pain since August that kept being misdiagnosed as arthritis. It wasn't until 11 days before he passed that he was diagnosed with cancer. Knowing it was cancer magnified...
- I had been doing well with grief lately considering my dad passed only a month ago. It honestly surprised and confused me. I wasn't sure if this was it for my grieving? Did I just accept it? Was I in denial or avoiding it? I couldn't imagine the...