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- Over the course of my life I've kept my feelings and problems bottled up because it was my general opinion that people generally do not want to hear about others' issues.But as I've been trying to get help I've been told that opening up is good and...
- The pain and despair is just too much. I just don't know how much longer I can go through this emotional agony. The crushing depression, the lack of pleasure and joy, no motivation, the constant emotional abuse, the emptiness of being hurt and alone...
- My life has been a series of bad events since my father passed away. There has been some good, but it has been outnumbered by the bad by far. I suffer from severe depression and the series of bad events and the lack of support in my life have been...
- All I got for Christmas this year was verbal abuse and a broken heart.I am so deeply depressed and full of self loathing that I don't know what to do with myself. I tried to waste time on twitter, but all I see is a bunch of pictures of all the...
- I had my regular appointment with my therapist today, but yesterday I came down with a cold. I was not sure if I should cancel or not, but I have been really going downhill with my depression today and I figured I better go because I need the extra...
- I just had an experience that really rattled me. You can read about it in the depression forum if you are curious. Anyway I just ask for prayers that God continues to watch over me and keep me safe when I leave the house.
- I don't get out much because of my issues but in recent months I have been going to the coffee house. I consider it my safe place because I can just go there and relax if my mom is giving me a hard time or if I am just feeling bad in general. I like...
- I am feeling pretty down, lonely, and hopeless this evening. I really could use a hug right now. :(
- I am so tired of being bullied and mentally abused.I am tired of having it constantly pounded into my head that I'm rotten, the worst of the worst, that no one would want me, that people are better off alone than with me.I've been thoroughly used...
- How is it possible to get out of a toxic situation when you need to get well to get out, but the toxic situation makes it difficult to get well?How is it possible to love yourself and feel worthy when no one loves you?
- I watch a lot of sermons on television and one of the big subjects that comes up is tithing. Sometimes it just comes across as a scam when they start on about tithing, but that is another subject. Anyway I always feel bad when they bleat on about...
- Could you explain what therapy is like for you and what you get out of it? I guess what I am asking is what does your therapist do for you?I have been in therapy for a little while now. I like my therapist. She is a incredibly nice person and it is...
- I have submitted several prayer requests over the month as I deal with my struggles with major depression and the loss of my father. I feel that those who have prayed for me have played a role in keeping me going. Sometimes I am not strong enough in...
- Just thought I'd check in with a little silly attempt at humor. I'm still here and still trying to fight with all my might. I am not going to let depression rob me of my life.
- I have been in a downward slide for a while now and I cannot get out of it. It seems like no matter how hard I try things keep getting worse on me. All I can think of is wanting to die each day because the sadness is unbearable. I am afraid I cannot...