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BlueYonderDreams
I have been struggling with thoughts of self harm for the past three days. Sometimes I get so depressed and hopeless it seems like it is the only release for my pain. It scares me because I feel like I am literally struggling for my life. I have my first therapy session tomorrow so I hope that helps me. I just pray these thoughts and feelings of hopelessness go away soon and I can have a productive session to get my head on straight. I just desperately want to live a good, productive life dedicated to God and helping others, but it is so hard with this monster in my head. I am such a tortured soul.
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I have been there too. I think (which of course you already probably did) it is very important for you to ask God for guidance and lifting. He wants us to come to him first I am 52 and just maybe getting the hang of it. Blessing and I am asking God right now
much,
Almighty God, creator of the universe please inspire Blue to confess, to spit out,
to get rid of the things that have caused and may still be causing this pain and turmoil. Please have him throw them all out and not let them back in. Please then let him fill his mind and spirit which is now clean and empty of all illness and garbage with your Holy Spirit. Lord I ask you this in the name of your son Jesus. Amen.
Please Blue get rid of them. I have been there, Lisa
You think you have gottten no hope I have seen 12 people offering you helps. Now you tell me how often does that happen. Now I don't know where you life buy if you have a phone I will call and talk to you okay.
There is also a crisis line on the bottom of this page for all of us, It does not say for blue younder only. I have had a hear week, but believe you me, I need I need to live and so do you , their are many people who need our help spreading the word of God and how he has helped us this week and kept us alive. Say Ahmen (isabee)Bella please contact me...