BlueYonderDreams
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- I am thankful for all of my friends on here. I'm also thankful for those that have took the time out to respond to my posts. I'm also especially thankful for those that added me as a friend during my roughest moment. They say you can tell who is...
- The holidays have been rough on me in recent years because I have no family besides my mom. It's hard seeing all of these images of big, happy families when it's just the two of us. Now my mom is in a rehab/long term living facility and it makes it...
- It hurts having my mom away from me again. It kills me to know she may never come home. I just feel so lonely and lost.
- I ended up calling 911 since my mom was not moving for me and I could not move her on my own. I knew I couldn't let her continue in the state she was in. They took her to the hospital because she was barely walking or standing even when they were...
- I am so tired of the sh*t sandwich life keeps handing me. I am tired of crises, hospitals, rehabs, nursing homes. I am tired of constant depression, anxiety, stress, and loneliness. I am tired of keeping on going. I am tired of life.
- My mom came home last night via ambulance. They put her on the couch and she has been stuck there ever since - for 23 hours. Right now she is stuck between two cushions and she either can't or just won't get up. She won't even sit up.All of this...
- I am being faced with the toughest decision of my life. Do I place my mom in a nursing home and break her heart or do I bring her home where it will be tough to take care of her due to her current condition?This is a decision I absolutely don't want...
- After watching my mom in physical therapy I've become increasingly convinced that her coming home is not going to work out well due to her fear of falling. It severely limits her mobility. Her physical therapist said she was surprised I was going...
- The rehab my mom is at is discharging her in 10 days. I was absolutely shocked to hear it. She still hasn't gotten over her fear of falling and she hasn't made much progress in her physical therapy. They still haven't had her get used to going up...
- I don't feel like I have much of a future left. I am watching my hopes and dreams shatter around me while the noose gets tighter and tighter. Good things never manage to happen to me. I only sink lower and lower. I'm just tired and think about the...
- We have a two story house so of course our bedroom's are upstairs. Our only bathroom is upstairs as well. My mom's physical therapist suggests we get everything set up on the first floor because she is not really doing well on the steps at therapy....
- My mom suddenly developed this paralyzing fear of falling. It's to the point where she is scared of getting up when she is seated and is afraid to walk.This fear took a hold of her nearly two weeks ago. This fear actually caused her to fall off of...
- A week ago I posted about my mom being in the hospital. She is now in a rehab for physical therapy. This last week has been a living hell for me. I am not even sure where to start.I am just so tired, stressed out, and depressed. I feel like I'm in...
- My mom is in the hospital tonight. I could use your thoughts and prayers. I have no family or no friends around here to support me so this is really rough. I also could use your prayers for when she gets out that we will be able to find nursing...
- I have this online friend that has truly been a rock for me and has probably been the best friend I have ever had, but yet I don't feel like I care for him as much as he cares for me and I feel guilty over that. I am truly appreciative of him and...