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- I feel like I might be moving to a point where I need to go in the hospital but the thought of it scares me so much. The expense, the time off work. And i'm not even sure it would help because I've done group therapy and it doesn't work for me....
- Like most of you, I was dreading today. But, I decided a couple days ago-ok last night-that I wasnt going to let it get me down this year. I got up in a good mood, cause I'm back on my meds-yay-. got dressed for work and didnt realize till walking...
- I chose a few months ago to no longer have contact with my ex. We have had to be in touch a few times but that has been strictly by phone/text. When we split up i took one of the dogs and the cat. He kept the other dogs. I had been going over to...
- According to the movie That Tender Trap. Married man asks woman to marry him....says he loves her."You love her. You see me as her. When she was a girl. You want that girl. It's called Married Man syndrome. Men always want that girl. The girl they...
- Had a good therapy session today. It may have helped me to not wait until after the holidays to tell my ex that no, I don't want him to say hello if we run n to each other. I was going to wait cause I felt he would think it a knee jerk reaction to...
- just found out he got married today.
- I've never been able to get/stay angry with him. Even with the lying and cheating I was hurt not angry. My therapist asks now and then if I am angry yet and I never am. However, the less contact I have with him and the further away I get from our...
- I started no contact with him in September 2013 after we'd been divorced (hey, I can finally say that word) almost a year. He had finally pissed me off enough that I realized that yep, gotta do it. Told him to stay away from me. Don't call, text,...
- Hurting badly. #4 is here. Passed them on the street the other day. Of course, I KNEW she was coming..but it still hurts. Having a major meltdown. Sleeping as much as possible to avoid pain. When I got up, wasn't sure what day it was. Still cant...
- I'm not sure how to express this so it doesnt come out sounding materialistice or whatever, cause I don't mean it that way. One of the saddest things for me is to watch the commercials on TV where the male gives the female presents: flowers,...
- I am 58. My teeth have started just falling out, gums are letting go. Have 3 bottom front teeth gone so far. Was hoping to get replaced before my brother's wedding in May, but my insurance won't kick in for major work until after that. Is there...
- This is a must read for all who are caregivers to dementia/alzheimers patientshttp://mariashriver.com/blog/2013/05/but-i-remember-who-she-is-ellen-potts/
- I've come to the conclusion that #4 is going to be a better fit to who he is now than i ever would have been. She's in to the country lifestyle of putting up stuff and canning stuff, etc. That's the lifestyle he was brought up in. Same kind of...
- Struggling so hard right now and I don't understand. I was doing pretty well for the most part. Bad days were fewer and further between. all of a sudden, it's like I'm back to square one.He's constantly on my mind. Every waking minute.And there's...
- So funny...after all this time I finally realized what the worst part of being alone now is....I need a shoulder to cry on and there isn't one. It's not about him. Just some stuff at work that I'm pissed off about. Can't talk to any of my friends...