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- I moved out in February 2012 because he wanted someone else. Divorce was final October 2012. I was out and about today and the thought crossed my mind: I still feel married. I still feel like I am married to him. Yet another reason for me to move...
- I am so ready for this roller coaster to be over. I set goals and make plans and feel like I am making real progress. An hour later I am missing him so much, I dont know what to do.I am getting ready to move out of town partly to get completely away...
- Background. Husband dumped me for a woman he met through an online dating site...at least 6 months before I even knew he was unhappy. Moved her here this last November and married her a week later. They have been married about 6 months. I cant get...
- He's started showing up in my dreams. He never used to but now it's almost every night.
- I had a talk with myself and gave myself permission to not love him anymore. We have had no contact in 3 weeks and I have not seen him in a couple of months. I really hope this is progress that keeps moving forward.
- Are you lonely tonight? Me, too.
- Almost lost my job yesterday. I've missed so much work because of depression. I talked them in to giving me another chance. The agreement is that if my attendance and job performance do not improve I will be terminated. sigh.All my fault. Sometimes...
- My brother is getting married in May. It's going to be an awesome trip and I am looking forward to it...some... But...Gonna be hard. My dad died a year ago. My mom died 3 years ago. My brother is 54 and never married. He's an awesome guy: looks,...
- I'm just throwing this out there for anyone who would like to read it. You may have already seen it. It helped so much, I go back and read it again now and then.http://www.marriagemax.com/married-right-person.asp
- Since his betrayal and the end of "us", I find there are things that I just cant bear. Little things.I love jewelry...but I cant bear to look at or buy hearts, or infinity things. Anything that has to do with love, couples, etc...My birthstone is...
- I dont get it. How are some people able to erase from their minds and hearts pretty much everything about a relationship and person they vowed "till death do us part"? I'm not looking for why or an easy answer here. I seriously want to know HOW.HOW...
- Went to bed and started crying... Again. I'm so tired of hurting like this. Sigh..On the other hand it's been a month since I've had any contact with him or seen him around town. I even parked my car in a different parking lot when I went to a...
- Trivial, I know, but... I can't wear any kind of jewelry that involves a heart, infinity, anything at all romantic. I just can't bear it. I have quite a bit of jewelry that combined our birthstones. Can't bear to look at any of it.Books? I love to...
- I've been having out of the ordinary problems with my depression. Taking my meds. Going to therapy, but still..lately..I don't know.I tried to kill myself a month ago. The first time I ever seriously tried. Obviously, it din't work which pissed me...
- My mom died in 2009. When she died my dad immediately went in to dementia. He died January 2013. My marriage ended in 2011. When I moved out, I had to leave 3 of the dogs with my ex and I brought the one dog with me. The cats had all died by then....