jfm24
Status: "I have overcome many obstacles in my life.Grief I cannot overcome.Lord be with me.Just give me one sign that Justin is with you!
Mood:
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Thanks to all who have been so supportive of me and my feelings.It has been a long 8 months.I wonder if the pain and sadness will ever let up.Had a fairley good day in the morning time I actually...
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I need to be honest, all of you have showed your love,hugs flowers.encouragement and your stories.I do know how all you feel.But here lately when I get on DS I feel cold and sad.You all share your...
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I feel tired today it's my first bad day in a couple of days.I'm going to try and go Christmas shopping tomorrow if all goes well.I love my family so much but it seems like i'm the only one freaking...
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Well thank God it's Friday seemed like a long week.I did have a couple of good days this week went shopping for Christmas.Can't wait till the holidays are over.Trying to figure out if I should buy...
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well i didn't go anywhere for TG i stayed home by myself slept most of the day.Kids put up the christmas tree.i did help some.i had a major breakdown on TG.i cried till there were nomore tears.i went...
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Good news my sister doesn't have cancer,Thank God.Iv'e had a hard week so far crying every day.Can't seem to get a grip on my life.my sadness is starting to show again.I went to the cemetary and put...
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Today i need to take a shower but don't have the energy.I miss justin so bad also miss my neice missy who died june 1 from a overdose now my sister has been in the hospital twice in 3 weeks she has...
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well i made it through halloween,i'm trying real hard to think positive thoughts.but Justin is still right by my side.I'm starting to remember good times we had as a family.there's not many but they...
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I do believe my joy in life has come to a end. my happiness is gone.i try so hard to keep it togather but i know it shows.I sometimes can't even breathe parents are not suppose to lose their...
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I'm not feeling right this am i'm so down i went to the cematary yesterday i put two little scarecrows in his vase with some fall flowers looked so cute of course i cried sometimes i think when i go...
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don't feel good today i'm very down.i miss justin alot today.haven't been to the cematary in a week going to try and go today.haven't seen my grandson Braden since Labor Day.i don't think i've ever...
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Another day alone, it's driving me crazy.I have no place to go I don't have the energy or I just don't want to see anybody.I guess our lives have to go on it's so hard I still believe he's going...
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life sucks had a bad weekend.i don't know how to express my feeling to my family.my daughter said they won't talk about justin cause it makes me cry.maybe so but i have to grieve i guess they...
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today is friday rebecca was out of school today we spent most of the day at the library.I talked to braden's mom thur.she finely answered her phone i ask her if i had done something wrong for...
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tonight my baby girl rebecca is going to her first dance she's 11.she's very excited.i want everyone to pray for me i haven't seen my grandson bradon in a month i have left messages on her phone all...
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