jfm24
Status: "I have overcome many obstacles in my life.Grief I cannot overcome.Lord be with me.Just give me one sign that Justin is with you!
Mood:
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Got back from St.Louis Wednesday had a good time Rebecca was so excited you could see it in her eyes.We went to Six Flags when we got there it was so humid Rebecca and I went to the water park Mike...
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What are we to do?Life is not the same anymore,I'm not the same person I was 15 months ago.Hell I don't even think I know myself anymore I look in the mirror all I see is sadness in my eyes and a...
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Didn't have many plans I'm just not into anything I act excited for my girls.Justin birthday was Monday June 30th so I have been very down.I was talking to my oldest daughter Ashli Sunday night I...
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I'm crying inside and nobody knows it but ME. Death leaves a heartache no one can heal,Love leaves lives a memory no one can steal. Love you my sweet sweet Justin I have to keep telling...
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I have no strenght left in me.Everyday is the same it takes all the energy I have to cope with life.I keep praying it will be better.Very few days are good.I just try and take one day at a...
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Happy Father's Day sweetie I thought of you often Sunday I'm sure your watching over us.A great big hug to you love ya,Mom Sunday was a good day for me.We built a fire and had hot dogs and smores.It...
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Thanks to all who wrote on my journel.I hardly get on very busy but I'm thinking of you all.I need DS I think thats what keeps me going.Wenesday one of my friends died her name is Joanne we...
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It's 7:30 and pouring rain.I just went yesterday to clean Justin's headstone.It was so shining when I left.Got up early this am to talk to Mike before he went to work.We have so much to do here I've...
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Finding myself today being very sad I just can't hardly stand it that Justin is gone.God I miss his face ,phone calls ,smiles and all the I love you Mom's.I know this feeling of grief will never go...
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Hey all, so glad to be back on.We have been moving for many days trying to adjust to our new home I can't tell what light switch goes to what light.I've had some break downs about Justin his...
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It's been awhile since I've been on.I want to thank everyone who sent messages and hugs you all are great people.My Mother's day was ok my daughter got me this little box with sayings things about...
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I feel like all I ever get is bad news 2 of my daughters(Ashli)friends were involved in a accident not to far from Joplin Mo.Jodie was killed and Tesa had minor injuries.They hit a tow truck...
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I have had a somewhat busy week went to cematary yesterday it seems like when I go there it takes all the energy from me.I have no clue why.I've been babysitting baby Emily Tuesday she was very...
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Yeah Ashli found a job at the humane society right up her alley she hopes one day that she can open up a no kill shelter anyway that's her dream.I've been to the mall 3 times last week Rebecca was on...
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Yesterday was a good day Rebecca and I went to the mall and bought her some summer clothes then of course to Wal-mart.I do believe if you keep yourself busy it helps from being sad.I don't go many...
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