jfm24
Status: "I have overcome many obstacles in my life.Grief I cannot overcome.Lord be with me.Just give me one sign that Justin is with you!
Mood:
Ok
-
Thank you all for all the support u have given me,Hugs,Prayers,Flowers and presents.U all are great people I wish we all would of met under different circumstances, but we didn't we are all so...
-
To everyone who is my friend I read every journal just don't have time to comment on all of them.I love all of you and love the support I get when I'm down and out and don't think to much of...
-
Today was a normal day I had to go grocery shopping this pm.I don't know how people eat these days or let alone buy gas for work.I went to a Women's Bible Study Group with my mother-in-law.It was...
-
Had a fairly good day I was very busy running errands.Now I'm feeling down I always got a phone call from Justin telling me good night and sweet dreams it sucks that I only have memories of him but...
-
-
It broke my heart to lose you,but you did not go alone part of me went with you the day God called you home.A million times I thought of you,a million times I've cried,if love could have saved...
-
Thursday I went to Springfield and on my way home I went by the cematary to see if Justin's headstone was there it wasn't I cleaned the base as I was getting up I could smell Justin's cologne that he...
-
As I was cleaning today there was a song on the radio (didn't catch the name) but it said I didn't know how to save a life what went wrong?I lost a friend.To this day I should of called Justin when I...
-
I'm so proud of myself I went to Mike's father's for a Labor Day cookout.I cried alittle to one of my sister-in-laws but not to bad.I had Braden since Friday he had a blast here I took him home after...
-
I felt better Friday then I do today I just feel wierd Justin has been on my mind I'm beginning to have dreams about him or he's in my dreams.Friday was a good day I was here by myself which hasn't...
-
Got up this am and felt halfway normal.First time I felt this way in a long time I'm crossing my fingers I'll have another good day today.Up pretty late can't sleep I watched a little tv.Went to the...
-
The weather is starting to get to me it's so humid here you just want to run around naked.I did take Braden to the pool Sunday we were there for 4 hours his little face got burn't mine too and I go...
-
I've been thinking of Justin when he was young how much fun we had togather playing catch with the baseball or playing basketball.Rebecca had a friend over a couple days ago Rebecca got out her video...
-
Well today is Tuesday I have baby Emily today she's 5 months now.Sunday Rebecca,Braden and I went to the Aquatic pool here in Republic Braden had so much fun first time going there they have all...
-
As much as I want Justin back I know it will never happen not in a million years here on earth.I'll see him sometime.But I have his love and memories in my heart (whats left of it.)I need to try and...
dd