Good news my sister doesn't have cancer,Thank God.Iv'e had a hard week so far crying every day.Can't seem to get a grip on my life.my sadness is starting to show again.I went to the cemetary and put a angel on it that justin gave me in sept 2002.He has always given  me a angel because he knew i love them.I was listening to the radio while i was taking my daughter to school and they had a physic who tells you about your dreams of course i don't really believe in physic's but when i got home I called the radio station told them my son had died and i have had only one dream of him I had went by my sisters went in and there was justin sitting in a recliner i ran over to him hugging and kissing him saying you are back he took hold of my arms and said mom i'm alright then i woke up of course the physic told me that was a sigh telling me that your son is ok anyway he talked to me for a few more minutes.About 5 minutes later my grandson braden called and said mema i heard you on the radio  he wanted to know how i got in that radio i told him i was talking on the phone to the radio station he still couldn't understand he's only 3. I actually laughed.what a precious moment.anyway just wanted to share that with everyone.hugs and flowers to you all.jfm24,vicki