Today i need to take a shower but don't have the energy.I miss justin so bad also miss my neice missy who died june 1 from a overdose now my sister has been in the hospital twice in 3 weeks she has pneumia she had colon cancer 5 years ago they had to take out all of her colon.They are doing some tests today the Dr. says it could be cancer.I'm praying it isn't.i've got a load on my shoulders i've been very depressed this week.hope the next few days are better.i wish justin was here.he could always cheer me up.i just miss my son so much its amost unbearable.still feel the same as the day he died.i need relief from this dark hole i'm in.please God help me.jfm24,vicki
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Vicki, I am sorry about what you are going through right now. I shall pray for you and for your sister. It is hard to now what to say at a time like this except know that you have God and you have me and other people here at DS who care for you and love you. I hope you can be with other members of your family at this time. We all need the love and support of our family and friends. Give your girls a hug and hang in there. Take care and God Bless! BB:0]